new =)

I sit here now.
Reading these past blogs.
I'm different now...last post was...who knows how long ago.


I'm cleansed of several bad "influences" as of now.
Friend is a cheap word and used too often...and many people are just looking out for number 1.
but that's okay =)
because maybe it's time i looked out for myself.
in a postive way.

Hopefully, i'll be writing some new blogs and poetry.
that are a little less morbid and dark..but idk.
but i'm busy at the moment so and don't have a lot of time to worry about it
.....so it might be a while.

(which is code for when the musical is over) =P